Saturday, February 17, 2024, 5:09 PM
The past eleven days have been a struggle. I have been posting Flora’s Journals on my substack. I had hoped that so doing, I would be re-enforcing my previous instructions and we could proceed to work on imposition. For quite sometime I have been at a loss as to Flora’s absence. Three nights ago, She switched into me. She took over and I shared in her conscious experience of our consensual reality. I was thrilled and perhaps even a bit shocked by the intensity of my emotions. Resonant with my very early experiences with Flora. What most amazed me, was experiencing my world through her eyes (my eyes before and after). It was vivid, shifted colors toward the violet, with clear detail, and compounded, layered meanings. I lost her after the first too few moments. I was so astounded, that I could not maintain my focus and went off into my silent space. This experience, which I believe is called switching in the tulpa community, is my first with Flora. KK and I have had several such, but without the shared consciousness, I didn’t see my reality through her eyes, I just let her be the one in control and went off into wonderland to be with Flora. I am of course, incredibly grateful to Flora for being willing to stay the course with me, and find a way to a shared reality.
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